First me and my mom get into a fight again and start yelling and screaming at each other, and now the guy who calls me his girlfriend told me he loved me, said he only wanted to hang out with me cuz he wanted to fuck me. He said he never really loved or cared about me and I honestly feel like dying. We were together for 3 months and he put on such a good act on pretending he loved me but I was nothing more but a good fuck for him. I don’t know what to do with myself right now. I told him everything, about how I cut myself and how I try really hard not to and today he said what I did was disgusting. I don’t want to live anymore. I just want to kill myself because I’m not good enough to love for anybody. I might as well keep cutting myself until i run out of blood. I’m so fucking stupid for even telling him I loved him back.